It is really difficult for me to wake up in the mornin everyday. "look at all of them sleeping, having sweet dreams" i thought to myself. it is really very difficult to be a mother. ooh God what have i done to deserve this.. there is no one to help me, what am i going to do.. aah the "toast" i forgot the toast in the toaster. look at it black as coal, no one will it eat it now.what am i going to do now. this is really unfair.